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Thursday, June 30, 2016

It's Divine...and Beautiful...


And slowly, she opened her eyes…angry, or rather upset that she was petrified and it was not valued…

“Come out”, he softly said walking out of his favourite place (behind the wheels)…
“NO”, she was adamant…
“Come out, naa”, yearningly pulled her door open...
“I SAID NO, I AM NOT COMING”, she wasn’t budging…
“Pleaaaaseeee come out dear….”, he pleaded…

SILENCE…her face down with a grim look…

“Pleeeeeaassseeee, I am sorry, I scared you, but please come out”, and there she goes off her seat as he pulled her out…
“Look up there… Trust me, you would love this…”, never was he more enthusiastic…
 
Ok, she trust him...she looked up....
 
Lo and Behold!!! She couldn't believe her eyes...The dark night all around her…She had her foot placed on a mountain top…Far away; below her focal point, she saw the radiance of a beautiful city getting ready to plunge into deep sleep…And up above; was the cute sky decorated with festoons made of star and beautiful moon…Was that all for her? She looked around…YESSS, it was…not a soul around…the soothing tune of the breeze filled her ears…the air blew her hair all around her face…It was dark around her; with calm light above and below her… She knew, she was loving it…rather she was enchanted by the view she was witnessing…
 
She turned for him as she knew she wanted him by her that moment... just to see him smiling, leaning on his all-time companion…The macho who brought them to that place…His eyes had a joyful glee, “I always wanted to bring you here…”, he was true to his words…Afterall, that’s what he was doing all the time…Living up to his wishes…fulfilling every single wish he had dreamt of…wished for…hoped for…He was taking her to all those places he had spent time alone or with friends…
 
“Thank you, its divine, its beautiful”, her heart spoke…As she stood by the edge of the mountain devouring the beauty of the horizon of illumination, she was going weightless…growing above gravity, slowly rising off the ground…She felt free…and happy…There was nothing in this world that could stop her now, she felt…stop her from being happy…She felt like flying…off … away from anything and everything that hurt her…neither was she hurting anybody…the Moment of freedom…
 
With the stars above, the world below…it was heaven...the blanket of wind wrapping her, she opened her hand towards Life…she knew she was taking her steps to believe again…with a decision to be never vulnerable, as he always feared...Another step to find her lost happiness…Another phase to rectify the mistakes…Another search for everything she yearned for… Another try to live, and let live…with her Life...
 
“Thank you, its divine, it’s beautiful”...

NB: Ok, these moments of the girl I have saved into my blog have always been in my thoughts and dreams… it has been indeed weaving in mind for long… they are so much out of any dream… especially for girls, I am sure… For those who could have never lived thru such dreams, these wud surely bring in some envy… Atleast, in my case, I feel envious whenever I read nice, beautiful, calm, out of the dream type stories of love, care, support and happiness… How many can actually be lucky to have such real experience; god have blessed them for sure…I would say… Am I blessed?...:)

Tuesday, June 28, 2016

STOPPP!!!

Her heart was pounding off her body…she could almost hold it in her hand…with one hand clinching her purse and the other pulling on his sleeves with the nails sometimes piercing his skin…She was scared…she was petrified…what she saw ahead of her, or what she couldn’t see was making her hyper and the only voice she heard was her own… Screaming at the top of her voice…STOPPPPPPP!!!!
 
It didn’t or rather he didn’t…she could feel the earth was moving backward below her and she was going deeper into the dark uncertainty in front of her…She had seen the signboard passing by and it said, “Entry Prohibited for Unauthorised” … She went on screaming…rather screeching and what not… she could feel her ears pop off and her own screams were sounding as if so far away…Every turn he made was another scream off her…He went onnn…going on and on and up and up…bumping through the way...the dark night loomed around her like a mystery...WHAT IS HE DOING???
 
He was saying something…What was it??? He was laughing, oh yes, he was…Why? He liked it when she got scared…(much later she knew why he was liking it…she was infact forgetting all her problems and was actually getting scared for nothing…hmmmm!!! “Kick u”, she had sheepishly murmured…)… He kept saying, “I know what am I doing…Trust me!!!”…Hmmm, “Trust me”... of course she trusted him…she knew that he would never push her into any danger...he would always hold her close to his life...he would never want to do anything that would endanger her…bcoz she was his responsibility…he always looked for ways to bring a smile on her...Its not that he doesn't hurt her, he do…but he made sure that he make up for the pain he gave…and that was all she wanted…that was what she had missed all her life…that was all she was searching for…
 
But, then why was she screaming…Didn’t she trust him? Didn’t she believe in him…Didn’t she had faith in her own instincts...Was she scared that something bad would happen to her…Was she afraid of her life…her safety…Noooo…
 
At that instance; nothing mattered to her…nothing else other than his safety…the anonymity of the scene she was in, had scared her ...her ignorance to help him IF he needed help weakened her…What if something bad happened and she can be of no help…She knew nothing…and that scared her…She knew it… She was a strong woman and nothing ever scared her…But, now she was…not for herself…but for him, his safety…
 
Off her thoughts and back in reality, she screamed,
 
“Noooooooo, I said STOPPP….”